Laura Van Vorst
Pine Row Issue No. 10 Spring 2025 - Featured Poet
Red Ribbon
In my earliest memory
I am five years old, peering through the living room window
at a removal van
pulled up next door.
Two girls with red-ribboned pigtails
three boys tall and lanky
a father with a wide smile
a mother with a long plait and rounded belly
unloading boxes
carrying lamps and statues and mismatched chairs.
My grandmother frowns over my shoulder
mutters to my father
about the area going downhill.
We know,
although they never say so;
it’s the ornaments they display in windows
their five-times-handed-down dungarees
the hardened edges to their syllables
the names I’ve never heard:
Siobhan
Fergal
Dympna.
The children go to a different school,
play different games in the street.
I’m not allowed to join.
I watch silently from my living room window
my own red ribbons trailing the top of the settee
as I wonder what the rules are
to the game I don’t understand.
One day I come home from school to find their car black and smoky
their window frames jagged
rooms empty
one light still on upstairs
smoke wisping out of the chimney
the air fume-dizzy
one ratty red ribbon
strewn across the step;
the area
going
downhill.
My own red ribbon
burns my neck
like fire.
About the poem: as shared by the poet
From the Desk of the Poet:
At the moment I'm focusing on preparing my first collection for publication. It's called Troublemaker, and is about all the topics we're meant to avoid in polite conversation (politics, religion, grief, mental health) and how speaking about those topics has become so important to me, even if that causes trouble. I grew up in Northern Ireland and a few of my poems, including Red Ribbon, focus on the Troubles there. I'm just back from a trip back home to Belfast and feel like I have so much writing left to do on this subject - there is so much to say about war and home and migration and peace.
Laura Van Vorst grew up in Northern Ireland and now lives in Sydney, Australia, on Dharawal land, where she is a poet, songwriter and psychologist. She has previously been published in Sad Girl Diaries and Cothumos, has recently had five pieces selected for an upcoming anthology on grief from Quillkeepers Press, and has her first full-length collection forthcoming later this year with Ginninderra Press. You can find more of her poetry on Instagram, Facebook and TikTok @Poems.by.Laura
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